We all change... its our nature. Its what we as humans, as living things, do. Its part of our evolution... and through this complicated life of progression we do things that arent bad but part of just the way things work. We grow... from everything we experience. It effects us. We may not know it, or notice it, and it may not even matter... but it ( Read more... )

Okay... so I see these comments that you've been leaving... and the only thing that really bothers me about it is that I don't even know who you are. If I knew who you were I would be able to do a few things. One thing is that I would be able to decide if you know what you're talking about because i tell you one thing... if you knew anything... you ( Read more... )

ive made. another vain attempt. to be happy. silently i sat under a moon lit sky. thirty degrees. protected by my hood. i inhaled my poison. and their i stood. looking up at the sky. recently inspired. imposed upon by a being. whos name i dare say. i threw to it. some bullshit. and watched it turn away. slowly dying. i crept up to my room. and ( Read more... )

I hurt her... I never ment to. ---- I'm sorry.

You push me up but I always fall back down and you just do it again. I know I'm gonna fall but I go up anyways hoping to stay there or maybe to pop. When you leave me alone I just lay on the ground pushed and kicked and just rolling around. I lay there in silence when I'm hurting inside. I'm just waiting to get up again, to fly into the sky. Htat ( Read more... )

the moon rises on another day. as i make a vain attempt to be happy. with these scars imprinted on my wrists. and on my heart. inhailing this poison. and injecting it into my veins. i fall into oblivion. drifting from conciousness. i slide into my head. in there im never alone. yet alone all the time. i sip my sweet sweet death. and loosen my grip ( Read more... )

Okay... so I pulled up to a stop light right next to a big suburban with a mom and her daughter and maybe someone else and their windows were down... I was blasting Tech N9ne with all my windows down and this is what the song said ----------”When I was younger I used to faint at the sight, Of blood, now that I’m older I noticed it ain’t at the, ( Read more... )

As of late I don’t even know what is going on? I’m going to florida. Gotta get away from all of this shit. But I will still have to deal with my sister. fuuuck... I hurt someone I love very badly. I don’t know what to do about it. I hurt many people that love me but I try not to care. I’m comfortably numb

Who wants to have sex?!?!?!?!?!?! I know I do!

I want to love and be loved. I want to want and be wanted. I want to hold and be held. I want to pleasure and be pleasured.