Missing someone, its a hard thing to deal with sometimes. Even more so when you hadn't realized just how much you would miss them until they were gone, with no chance of coming back. I start my first day at my new job in a few hours. I havn't been able to sleep much at all. I'm going to have to get some new pants for work because all i have is ( Read more... )

I have come to the understanding that love is just a word used to fill peoples minds with usless gibber to help them make it through the day in the god dma shit hole of a planet. They cling to things like this so tight just so they can ignore whats really going on in the world around them and life a self daluted life. This word has to be the most ( Read more... )

looking down the line of the future to come and be scared by what is to become of me and where I will end up. Knowing that it will be some dark place that I would not wish upon anyone. Seeing with eye's unclouded. Into a heart that felt to beat in time with yours. The to be waken from this dream in such a way that it leaves you screaming her name ( Read more... )

Life is sto strange some times. It can be the thing that drives you to climb to new heights. On the other hand it can be the cold hand that tries to squeeze the very last breath from your lips. Sometimes if you have a perfect wave... Maybe you should just let it pass you by and enjoy the view of it.  To meet someone that fills those holes in you, ( Read more... )

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Its so strang how the power that one person can have in your life. It can make you feel like you have no boundries that can stop you. Like no matter how much weight's put on your shoulder's . You can still hold it all up. Someone that makes you want to wake up and go to the Gym. Just so you can look even hotter than you did the day before. ( I know ( Read more... )

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I need to start learning more about Codec's and all that stuff for video's cause i don't know jack about them right now and i need to so i can get the anime ash sent me to work.. ::sniffle::

Ok today I did something i havn't done in SO very long. I booted up my extra PC and installed photoshop on it. I havn't done anything with art anything in so long now that i don't know if i even remember how to do it. I just happend to look on Ash's myspace and just started Linking around . The reason i was on her Myspace was because my friend ( Read more... )

times like right now make me want to scream. When your mind is going so many different direction and you don't know the right one. I think i'm going to stop gaming for a bit and try to get my life in order. Well more like get a tan and try and drop some overdue weight. I want to get comfortable in my own skin again. That power to be able to walk up ( Read more... )