Bored out of my mind waiting on this dam new job to start... I think i'm going to go see http://movies.aol.com/movie/main.adp?tab=synop&mid=22288 tomorrow, but i'm not sure.

Excessive thinking
Weakens the will.
The more you know,
The more your mind
Is confused.
A confused mind gives
Rise to vexation.
The weakened will obstructs the Tao.

- Shih Wang Ming (6th century)

Ok... I don't know how dumb i could have been this weekend. I had a friend of mine invite me to this Swing thing they were having at there house. Me being who I am, thought Swing (as in the dance style).... Come to find out it wasn't that at all.. It was a Swingers Couple's/Single's get together.. It was interesting to say the least. My friend has ( Read more... )

GRRR.... Sitting here with my mind a running 50,000 x forever speed, and not one single complete thought has come from all that. I want energy again. I sit and think about the one thing i miss the most about 4 years ago, and it seems to be my energy for living and such. That something in me that would never stop. Well, Dermit... I think it did stop ( Read more... )

Well... I was planning on working out and laying out to try and get some color in my white ass... But, gotta love Florida Weather and its freaking lighting. It's not in my best interest to be out on the back pad lifting (metal) weights, with a metal roof on it... That just screams bad idea in my head.. I know, I know... When has that ever stopped ( Read more... )

got an odd question for anyone that still reads this. Think of my name. Thank tell me the first thing that pops in your mind. (good or bad)I'll do the same for anyone that post to this.

Feeling the mindnumbing pain of life, that cause's you to feel so disconnected from the world around you. Like some stranded star alone in the sky, looking for someone to back in its light. Wanting to feel her hair as it brushes your cheek and so bad.. Seeing a path that is before you, that you do not want to take but see no other way than it ( Read more... )

Ok i havn't written in a few weeks now... Well this is a to say the least a SHITTY week. I have had to miss work because i have been "sick" alot this year so far. Well enough to get me on a final warning at work. Well I have been doing really good this last 3 months and not missed any work. That is, until yesterday. My gas Odom in my car is ( Read more... )

Well last night was... Fun. I stopped at ABC after work and got some 151 and a coke. :)Went down town and mixxed me a 151 & coke and walked around for a few min while i had my drink ( that i mixxed to strong ). Well i went to Knock Knocks again, and come to find out a guy I had met through Sadicia was spinning. He did a dam good job to. Well had ( Read more... )

Dam i have been slacking the last 2 weeks. Well same as always. I'm up and down up and down. I'm in a Up Mood right now. I got my employee Phone yesterday and they sent me a 250$ phone cause they had nothing else in stock.. HEHE my friends are pissed at me. O well its a motorola.. I can't stand the phones but i'll hope this one is a good one. It ( Read more... )