Last night I got a cleaning bug while I was talking to Becca, and started mopping the kitchen and all the tile in the house. I guess it rubbed off on her. She cleaned off ALL of the kitchen counters of all her stuff thats been building up on it for the last 2 years. It was shocking to see the whole counter cleaned off. Me and Rick were impressed ( Read more... )

I still havn't been able to get anything and keep it down. I don't know whats wrong with me. All i seem to be able to do is drink lemonade & water. Soda even upsets my tummy right now.  The emptyness will pass one day. I just wish it would hurry its happy fucking ass up Dermit...

I need help.. I feel like i'm spinning out of control, with no end in sight. I broke one of my golden rules.. No drinking when the suns up. i know it sounds dumb, but to me the night is the begining of the party. I think after i had someone die in my arms because they had been drinking out in the sun all day. It did something to me, to make me feel ( Read more... )

This is going to be one of my last public post. From now on i'm going to only do friends only post ( Read more... )

I have been stressing myself out so much these last few weeks. Not sure what or how to do anything right now. Hell, not even sure if i should turn left of right most of the time. I just wish i had one friend here to spends loads of time with that i got along with. One that i messed well with. I want friends. No more of this gaming BS anymore for me

I am mad at myself for missing my friends call last night like 3 diff times cause i didn't hear it ring.. Also, today i skipped weights before work. I had to skip my run because my legs hurt to much, but I will run tomorrow morning thats for sure. My goal is to be back down to a 34-36 wiast again (that means they fit me really loose at 34-36) in 3 ( Read more... )

Well last night when i got off work I stopped in at chili's and got a nice cobb salad, and hehe took advantage of the 2 for 1 they had on long islands. After my forth i went home( they are weak so don't worry). I keep wondering what this world has in store for me, more and more. the fear that i will end up like my mom keeps creeping up my spine ( Read more... )

Well today was my second day in training. I have just realized just how small this call center is. Its only about 190 heads. I'm so used to 1,000+ call centers and such, and they also seem to be more like a little family here. Not sure how i'm going to like that.. But its a good company from what i can tell. Who knows i might stick with this for a ( Read more... )

::YAAAWWWWN:: yea i'm up at an ungodly hour to get ready for work. I'm doing good i have worked out the last 2 days b4 work, and i even went for a run.. Even tho I woke up yesterday at like 4 frocking AM ( Read more... )

well I ran home for lunch on to get a bite and spill the random thoughts in my head on to LJ. Mind going 1,000 different directions at once is never fun at all. Today when i get home I'm going to mow the rest of the lawn and work out.. Then i think i'm going to get the first harry potter book and start reading it. Not sure what elses i'm going to ( Read more... )