i hate my fucking sisters. both of them. sheit.

( lotsa jibber babber )

i get to go to the canyon lake area (i think that's what he called it) with geoffrey for the weekend to have a rendez vous with his family since it is his grandmommy's birthday. it's down in the la area and i don't think i've ever really been there, except disneyland, so that should be swell. the thing is, it's a cocktail type of party so i have to ( Read more... )

i'm taking a breather from all this homeowrk calamity. it's driving me crazy. that's what i get for procrastinating too much. i totally fucked myself on this one. sheitsy ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty cool. geoff and i did something different and didnt do the usual of sitting and doing nothing. jenna picked us both up and we met up at caitlins and went to oscars birthday party. i cant believe geoff was able to put up my friends. im glad he was able to since i havent hung out with the girls in a really long time and i got to ( Read more... )

( a simple prayer )

ahh, it totally surpassed my mind that today or rather yesterday now considering it is past midnight, was mine and geoff's one year anniversary of our first kiss. we had plans to do something, but i guess he forgot as i did. it's dissappointing now that i think about it. i wanted to do what we had briefly spoken about, but it's too late and out of ( Read more... )

i am so insecure about myself that it is sickening. i am unhappy with the way i am that it is a constant bother. i get jealous so easily when i see people i deem perfect and wish that i myself could be or look like that. a lot of people tell me there is not a damn thing wrong with me, yet i see it differently. i know i am not at all fat, or ( Read more... )

im not going to frisco with art club. yay fucking me ( Read more... )

boy do i feel like shit. being a girl bites. boys, you guys have it lucky. damn you all. and no, it is not pms ( Read more... )

so...what is your say on premarital sex? just a random question i thought i would ask ( Read more... )