( my day )

so, to contradict my whole "i want to hang out more with my friends," i have decided to take a break from everyone for approximately a week or so. it all depends on how long, but that's about how long i want to confine myself to myself for. i have my reasons and that's that, so sorry to those that i talked to about wanting to hang out next week. ( Read more... )

( i am so lucky to know such people )

( don't click me. i am mindless jabber. )

i ran my phone bill to $159 and i have in no possible way i can pay my mom for it. it's already bad enough that my mommy lost her job and there i go making her life much worse. why do i always fuck up at the worse of times. i always do this. i always mess up. never does a good come without being proceeded by a bad. i wish life was that simple and ( Read more... )

i just got back from taking the sats and it wasn't as horrible as i presumed it to be. a couple of the analogies were challenging, but the math portion was relatively easy, or at least i thought so. met some cool people before and after the test, so that aspect of the test was nice. i had a very nice breakfast with jessie at 7 this morning. haven't ( Read more... )

i don't know why i am crying again. i need to fucking grow up. i'm such a baby. i failed my math final. i know i did or at the most got by with a d. i dissappointed myself terribly. it really sucks preparing so hard for it, and yet i still fell flat upon my face. berto knows. that not why the tears are there though. they are there because of what i ( Read more... )

i'm not sure why i have been feeling indifferent lately about something. maybe it's because i was told something recently and it has been boggling my mind. i tend to sway towards what is said to me and i end up thinking too much about it. see, the thing is, i don't want to screw anything up, but at the same time i know i am going to. it's me and my ( Read more... )

( finals is finally here )

i didn't go to the river like peter told me to and i am glad because i got to sleep in saturday morning. i actually had too much sleep than needed because proceeding my awakening, i felt like shit. geoffrey watched me do my homework throughout saturday so we could go camping later that day. we packed and got ready and started walking to his parents ( Read more... )