Today was pretty difficult. Can't get my mind off Ryan ( Read more... )

I feel as if I'm compelled to write on LJ now because my therapist said I should. And that, in turn, compels me to not write at all.

All I can say is I've been listening to this song constantly:

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Seriously, click play. It's a beautiful song ( Read more... )

Vaccuuming... dishes, counters, cleaning every room ( Read more... )

Things have gotten a little better ( Read more... )

I haven't cried yet today ( Read more... )

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So.... my best friend killed himself ( Read more... )

I'm done writing on here for a while. Some things are just too personal and too unbearable to put in writing.

It's tax return time!

So excited.

Need that shit.

My mom said I should get back around $500.  Not much but i'm grateful!  That's enough to cover my wakarusa tickets.  Gonna buy them as soon as I get my return.

Just stoked about life in general.  Good things are comin up. I wish everyone felt the same.  Life is a rollercoaster, but I feel like the ( Read more... )