So it's April already.  Well, as of tomorrow anyway.  I can't believe how fast time is going.  I can't believe the school year is almost over.  Third quarter ends for my kids next Friday.  Wow.  I can't believe it.

I can't wait until grad classes are over for the semester.  I shouldn't have taken four classes at once.  That was foolish.  But ( Read more... )

I just want to give up.

I don't know if this is what I want to do with the rest of my life...

How it's less than a week to Christmas I can't figure out.  Doesn't seem like so much time went by already.   Guess I should be happy.  Excited for Christmas and giving people things, and getting things too, but i like giving people things and seeing their reactions *hopefully good ones lol*

Filled out christmas cards tonight. only had about half as ( Read more... )

Soooooo... as always, I don't know what I want to do.

Here is my dilemma as best I can explain it all :

I am not sure if I want to keep Literacy as my dual major.  I am thinking about dropping down to just Childhood Education.
There are some pros and cons to this decision.

Pro - I will be done and have a Master's Degree much quicker than if I were to ( Read more... )

So, here it is, September, and I have no life.  Not that I'm overly surprised, but still not the most fun thing in the world.  I work 7:30 am to 3:30 pm Mon-Fri, have Grad classes 6-9 Wed and Thurs, work 2:30-5:30pm Sundays, plus whatever other shifts I pick up from the library.  Now I know things could be MUCH worse.  I do realize that.  However, ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I knew what the fuck gets me so upset sometimes.  I mean come on, what the hell do I really have to bitch about?

Nothing.  And yet, I still get upset about so many things.

Or I get into a mood where I just can't stop crying, even when there's not even anything wrong.  Who the fuck does that?  Why the hell do I cry when ( Read more... )

I'm just so sick of being me

Today it finally felt a little bit like Spring!  I wore my flipflops!  That alone made me happy!

Been in a much better mood the past few days.  Really starting to feel like things are starting to fall into place.  Bought my cap and gown today.  And my parents are putting the money they owe me in my bank account tomorrow so I can pay my deposit for ( Read more... )

Sooo... Looking up classes and such for Sage.  Yay for a few more years of school... *Sigh* Oh well, I'm the one that wants to keep going to school lol.  Hopefully it'll pay off someday.  I really, really, hope lol.

Trying to figure out how many classes I'm going to have to take outside of normal Fall/Spring semesters.  If I wanna get done in two ( Read more... )

Is it getting better ( Read more... )