So, here we go.. I think it might be time for me to vent a little. Otherwise, I will probably continue to keep having really bad emotional meltdowns like i have been lately. (or maybe this wont help i dont fucking know ( Read more... )

A lot of new things have happened lately. First of *if you don't already know* Josh and I are expecting a child! It's due date is July 13. The whole pregnacy thing has been a bit rough with the morning sickness and all the fun stuff. I have had to go to the doctors a few times due to mega cramps and bleeding but everything is okay. Today they tried ( Read more... )

I went to a local band concert last Saturday and saw my favorite local band(Headstart!)! Plus 4 others. Animal suit drive by, U-turn, those are the only 2 i can remember, the other 2 bands SUCKED BALLS.. it was like words for a few seconds than SCREAM AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS SOUNDING LIKE A GIRL SHIT YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND! YUCK! But ASD, U-turn, ( Read more... )

I can't wait until May. I wont have to worry about school anymore, I will just have to get a job. Which would be awesome because then I would have spending money! Money for an apartment so Josh and I can finally move in together. Josh and I have been together for about 9 months! We have our ups and downs but we always seem to pull through. I dunno ( Read more... )

I am UPDATING THIS BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND LIKES READING MY JOURNAL lol Here ya go babe, all for you. not that i have a whole lot to write about. I haven't been up to much. School and spending time with Josh, spent a little time with my sister and my Niece. Tomorrow i am going to the regional Wrestling meet up in Farm Town (mt.blue/farmington - for ( Read more... )

Things have been going pretty well. School has finally started back up and I definitely don't want to be there. I haven't been able to see Josh much either so that's a big blow too. But I will have to deal. I AM A FUCKING SURVIVOR...w00t w00t! blahhhhhhh ( Read more... )

Well sad to say Josh is officially out of my house, and really i'm not sure how things are going. One minute they are good and the next who really knows. Which makes me wonder where this relationship is going. I know what I want to happen but that doesn't mean it's going to happen, especially with my luck. I would love to be with Josh for the rest ( Read more... )

My parents are fucking gay! My babes needs to move out tomorrow. This totally sucks i am going to miss him so much. But there really isn't anything i can do, so i will have to deal. It will give us some alone time which can only make the love grow deeper. I am dreading tomorrow for sure. I don't think i have dreaded anything as much as i am this. I ( Read more... )

I PASSED ALL MY CLASSES!!! Fuck the parents that said i couldn't do it!!My babes is the only one to have faith in me. He LOVES ME ME ME ALL ME!! YAY i am the luckiest person alive! I just finished my xmas shopping, although i would like to get Josh at least one more thing. LAST MINUTE SHOPPER YES I AM ( Read more... )

But who really cares.. its not like my life revolves around a journal right? Besides I been busy spending time with my babes! He will be home soon!! yay! Nothing much has really been going on. I been going to school, first semester is FINALLY almost over. All i have to look forward to now is FINALS! YIKES! Ah i'm not too worried about them ( Read more... )