I been too busy spending time w my sexy stud! I have been home ONE (not even a WHOLE) day this week from sunday to sunday..lol my parents arent all that impressed but thats okay. I want to spend time w my babes b4 college starts which is really soon :-( o well i graduate this yr and and takin a few yrs off b4 i even think about going to a dif ( Read more... )

I dunno what to say or think lately..things just seem to be gettin tough..Deep dwn inside i know i love josh to death. But lately i been gettin real uptight w him. I don't mean to i just fuckin snap. I am very worried to lose him i guess...He tells me not to worry but thats the hardest thing for me not to do..i been doing it all my life whats ( Read more... )

I miss u Joshua! n i love u very much...i don't ever want nething to happen btwn us bc i wanna be w u forever!(the words were finally said this week!Seems i been waiting forever to hear the words but yet i was soo scare to actually say them back...but i do love him and i would do anything for him ( Read more... )

Its been a while...I have been spending a lot of time with Josh...And every minute of it has been great. He just left a little while ago..Headin home bc he had to work tm morning:-( He took work off just for me today...made me feel special..made me feel like i was worth something to him...We went to the mall after we woke up at like 11:30 and ( Read more... )

Josh spent the past 4days here..it was great..i loveeeeee spending time with him...it was soo much fun...we did hardly nething...but we cuddled a lot!! yay i love cuddling w my baby!!so much fun...we watch collateral today...it was an awsome movie..he spent a lot of time playin poker lol!! now i am fuckin addicted to it...we ate losta food...and ( Read more... )

I MISS MY JOSH :-( I haven't gotten to see him in 3days now but i get to see him tm! hes comin ova!yay he's gonna spend the week here!! i hope he stays all week with me!! sometimes i know i get boring..so who knows...but i am hoping..doesn't hurt to hope ( Read more... )

So I miss my baby LOTS :-( I like hangin out with him..He not only gives me something to do but he makes me happy too. He had this suggestion of moving in together but damn we don't have the money for that:-( I wish that we did bc i miss him when we not together. I can be talkin to him on the phone or online but its not the same. I wish i had ( Read more... )

I had a GREAT 2 days with Josh! Wed nite i went ova Josh's house and spent the nite after he got outta work..then the next day we did lotsa errons and then came back to my house..And i didn't feel like sittin around so i decieded i wanted to go dwn to OOB to watch the fireworks (they have them Every thursday nite) and we got dwn there stopped by ( Read more... )

ITS OFFICALLLLL!!!!!!! Josh and I are together!!! yay i am wicked excited. and very happy. i could scream!! hehe lol but i wont...i have to wait til 10 oclock to see him 2nite yugh that is a forever wait to see my baby but he is 100% worth it def!!ahh i am so excited and i can't hide it!! woo hoo ( Read more... )

all i do is think think think..all i can do is think think think...and the majority of the time its about JOSH JOSH JOSH ( Read more... )