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muzicmann12

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Jan 08, 2006 00:49

so i haven't really been updating my livejournal that much, if at all. it's not because "it's not 'cool' anymore", but rather becuase i just haven't felt the need. i haven't felt the need to post all the pictures i've taken since coming home (but then again, i haven't erally taken many) and i haven't felt the need to write too much of my feelings. ( Read more... )

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atireintheface January 8 2006, 09:16:08 UTC

you have summed up in paragraphs what i have been going through the past two years
i mean next month im going to be 19..19?!@!@!@ WTF how can that be
don't you still feel sometimes that you are still that kid looking up to the "older kids"
its weird because in mere years 3,4,5 years! we are going to be taking care of ourselves.. independent adults
where did our childhood go?
its like we spent our whole childhood looking up to the older kids and wanting to be in that place.. but now that we are
we just want to go back

sunsh1nne January 9 2006, 03:19:11 UTC

yes. yes. yes.

_blondeambition January 8 2006, 11:30:13 UTC

that patio chair looks like it would be quite breathtaking to sit in.

breathxme January 8 2006, 13:35:12 UTC

i know exactly what you're saying and that feeling didn't hit me until i left for college this year.

i'm never going to go back to that world that felt so comfortable, i know exactly how this feels, i would sit in my dorm room and realize that even when i go home for breaks, life isn't going to be the same and the things i used to do and the relationships i used to have will never be the same.

i just want you to know that you are definitely not alone in how you feel.

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muzicmann12 January 8 2006, 17:39:25 UTC

HOLY CRAP

this is super random, but i just realized that you were in my dream lsat night

i was hanging out with you at a cafe or an airport or something, and i hit you with a cane and you died. most of the dream was everyone dealing iwth you dying and me trying to figure out if i killed you by hitting you with teh cane or if someone else killed you

sorry, that was super random, i just remembered it when i saw your reply

qnl January 8 2006, 17:42:33 UTC

Since my childhood wasn't comfortable at all, I can't wait to leave it -- I guess I don't really relate to your post, but it's still a touching sentiment.