what my weekend has so far consisted of ( Read more... )

Dear Colleges that waitlisted me ( Read more... )

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate ( Read more... )

here are a few pics from the senior breakfast this morning

i wont' go into details, but there was a hypnotist there and I pretty much shat myself I was laughing so hard (along with the rest of the senior class)

thanks carla :]


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i like doing amazingly cliche things and being completely alright about how cliche they are

i stayed home from school today. i was just too sleep deprived to do anything. i went back to sleep and just woke up....in other words i slept through the time that i would have gotten out of class. in the last two days i've gotten 14 hours of sleep across 2 naps and 2 periods of sleeping - THAT'S how tired I've been ( Read more... )

i'm going through a little bit of a life crisis right now. colleges didn't go my way, at all. i'm having a hard time dealing with that fact. i got rejected by nearly every school i really wnated to go to save three where i was i was waitlisted - bowdoin, carleton, and wesleyan, all of which i would absolutely LOVE to go to. so i'm going to be ( Read more... )

I'm not really worried about it all right now

I'm not thinking OH SHIT WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!

It all just feels like a very long sigh

so i'm actually going to do an update ( Read more... )

so i'm now 18

how weird is that? i'm now an adult

i spent an hour last night writing about how i feel about turning 18 and subsequently becoming an "adult" in my journal from the dominican republic

it's upsetting that i'm now this old. even though it's nearly noon it still hasn't hit me

oh well

happy birthday to me