What's the deal guys? How come every guy I dump goes for a girl that is younger than me and is completely immature? Seriously, I just found out today that my ex is going for a girl who graduates this year, meaning she's barely 18 and he's coming up on 23. Like seriously? I didn't start dating Kelly till I was much closer to 19, and yes I know its ( Read more... )

Dear Ricky ( Read more... )

So this morning I woke up, and it didn't feel any different from any other morning. It took me a full 5 minutes to realize that it was actually thanksgiving. And that I wasn't at home, that I was lying in bed with my wonderfull Kelly. This is a shock, or a rude awakening. It feels so empty to wake up and not have something to cook on thanksgiving, ( Read more... )

No, seriously. No sex in the past 4 days... Its like murder. Fucking parents... why did my mom have to go out of town for a week? Seriously... I needs some good loving from a wonderful Kelly. NOW!!!! lol

Because no one that I truly care about ever checks this dam thing ( Read more... )

I want a friend... Can't help it. I'm scared of people, relatively shy unless i'm with people I know and everyone I talk to isn't interested or something. ow :-( this is the only reason I miss high school. Thank you Ricky. yeah i do blame him for the loss of my friends. and myself. if i hadn't been so obsessed with a self interested prick maybe ( Read more... )

I'll say, the Killers have some very loving lyrics. But they also have some fucked up songs. I have school in and hour... really nervous. If I wasn't so fucking socially awkward... and hadn't been living in my own little world for the past year and a half ugh and my calculator is toast... le sigh. ok. done with my mini rant... wish me luck ( Read more... )

This is amazing. Seriously, I fucked up my first debit card and I can't even dwell on that... Like, I don't love my job... But I don't hate it. I don't love my money situation, but I'm better off than I was. I'm just... happy. Please God let me keep it... I love Kelly, I love the fact that I'm going to school.I love the fact that I saved 400 on ( Read more... )

Lets see... when i first met him I didn't expect much. I figured I would at the very least make a new friend... a guy friend, and considering i get along with guys a lot better than i do girls that was OK ( Read more... )

Does it makes me silly that i can spend like a day away from him and still want to see his perfectly wonderfull smile and beautiful green eyes and feel his lips on mine and have his arms wrapped around me holding me tight or his kisses on my head or see his silly faces or even just hold his hand? good grief i feel pathetic. But I can't help it... I ( Read more... )