Beautifully Broken - Complete - Epilogue and end notes
Title: Beautifully Broken
Author: my_specialhell
Rating: NC17, H, A, RPS, nonAU (in the sense that J2 are the ones of Supernatural)
Fandom: Supernatural (RPS)
Pairing: Jensen/Jared , Jensen/Danneell and Jared/Genevieve
Disclaimer: It never happened. It's fiction. Don't sue.
Summary: Years after the end of the show life has changed for both Jensen and Jared.Tragedy and self deception kept them apart, will they find their way back to each other? Spoilers: Vague and general for the show.
Warnings: Character Death. Angst. Oh, and I can't write smut to save my life.
a/n: I really, really can't write smut. Sorry guys!
Previous Parts: I - II - III - IV - V - VI - VIII - IX- Xa - Xb- XI - XII - XIII- XIV- XV- XVI
Epilogue
Los Angeles, August
The Emmy nominations to VCS hadn't come as a surprise to anyone, when they had been announced, except to Jensen who really didn't see his own coming. To Jared he looked adorable, he was still incredulous, as they were sitting in the Limo, just waiting their turn to walk the red carpet...together.
The network, of course, would have rather Jensen attend the event with Eliza, his sister...or some random chick or on his own...and Jared had been immensely proud of Jensen when he had told them off, telling them that he was done with any pretending shit and his private life was off limits, as per the contract they had signed.
Besides it wasn't like the rumor mill about them wasn't already running high...but unlike the last time they didn't care. They were definitely too old for that shit.
And it wasn't like they were going to walk the red carpet holding hands.
“I can't even get wasted...” Jensen complained, taking a deep, calming breath and running a hand through his hair.
Jensen wasn't wearing his wedding ring any more, the only piece of jewelry he was wearing was an old watch, one Jared had given him over ten years before.
“Ready?” Jared asked as the Limo stopped. Jensen nodded, “As I'll ever be...”
“Just remember to smile...and don't forget the speech!”
“Fuck you” Jensen hissed, but he was smiling and his eyes were twinkling.
“Later” Jared replied smiling, as the valets opened the doors.
It was a surreal experience, Jared would think later. Jensen had been the consummate professional on the red carpet, turning his charm on, and still looking utterly adorable with how incredulous he was that he had been nominated and he had had the perfect excuse to be there, since he had guest starred on his show and was now on the verge of becoming a semi recurring character ; the easy banter with Jensen and Eliza, who had joined them for some of the interviews on the red carpet had been actually fun and as the evening went on, the surreal feeling kept going up...and Jared realized, just as some English chick announced the nominations for Lead Actor in a Drama Series, that he was happy...that they had gotten the second - fuck, maybe even the third - chance they deserved and they were enjoying it...living every second of it at its fullest.
“And the winner is...” His knee pressed against Jensen's in silent encouragement.
“Jensen Ackles, for VCS!” She announced.
The disbelief on Jensen's face was comical and he was laughing as both he and J.C who was sitting on Jensen's left basically had to push him up.
Jensen looked honestly dumbfounded as he came up on stage to accept the award.
“Uh...” He started, he looked at the award as he thanked the crew, JC, Eliza, Anna and the people at the Network; he tilted his head up and looked at the ceiling for a second, without saying a word, and Jared smiled as he knew that Jensen was silently thanking Danneel and Amy...and he found himself grinning from ear to ear as Jensen ended his speech saying, “And to the idiot who keeps leaving his sneakers in the living room: thank you for not giving up”
Jensen looked at him, a matching grin on his face, and although he was aware of the cameras on him, of Jensen having basically outed them, he didn't care, he couldn't stop grinning back at him as he clapped his hands, because that forever thing? They might have taken a long way to get the hang of it, but now? They were totally kicking ass at it.
The end
End note: my God, I did really finish it! I want to thank you all of you guys who reviewed the story, who put up with the grammar mistakes (flying solo sucks), with the angst and the crazy formatting. I want to thank especially my good friend
j2loveisreal and
missdesaster for their support, Lilly for being a kick ass friend, and my best friend marysuethecat, for last week's brainstorming on skype:)
Thank you for reading!