I don't even know what to think anymore

You make me happy. Only you make me happy. There is no other combination with me. Im over one hundred percent sure of that. No one could ever replace you. You were absolutely amazing. you lit up my world like no one else will ever do. I have never hated myself so much as i do now. AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU! It is all because of me. Im the one who ( Read more... )

I fucked up beyond belief. I will never forgive myself for what i did. But pleaseeee. I need you so bad. god dammit... I was fucking twisted in the head, and i was an idiot and i fucked up incredibly hard. I hate myself. Please. let me into your life again.

I miss you so damn much. I love you even more though

Each passing day gets harder. seriuosly... please come back.

This is going to be so hard on me, but i will do this for you. Please NEVER FORGET during your time away that i am always going to love you. I am always only going to love you. I want to be the one that buys you the ring. I WANT TO BE YOURS FOREVER. god dammit i cant even tell you how fucking sorry i am for everything. I will always be here though ( Read more... )

Today is so much fucing worse than yesterday. I NEED YOU SO FUCKING BAD!!! The fact that you cant even see me drive a plank through my stomach... You are constantly on my mind. All i can ever think about is you. Did i just mess up my entire future? Is it completely gone? Please dont say it is so. PLEASE.

i want this more than anything. But what you need is your happiness. and all i have to look forward to is a lonely life. because i am such a shitty person.

rollercoasters fucking suck!

I'm sorry. I'm not perfect. You don't deserve to have to deal with this, but I am eternally grateful that you are... you are the light that shines in my eye. You make this heart beat to the tightest fucking timing... like the perfect drum beat.

have got a runny nose, a sore throat, a head ache, and im dead beat tired and i just cant take anymore of the world today.

doug, then bed.