fucking hate ghosts

Recently has just taken a wierd turn on me. Nothing seems right. Nothing I do seems to be right. Just seems.... out of place.

to even sit down and be with my love for an hour of the day. Why is this so fucking lame. school is so shitty. work ontop of that is so shitty.

god i love her. Holding her in my arms makes me the happiest person. its a felling the no one ever could and has ever given me.

seriously fucking why?

umaginable. not possible

am i dreaming? this cant be

I'm in the back of my work on my lunch break. I'm watching the ring. Ring 1 was so much better than the ring 2. I'm waiting for manda to get here so we can do something. Today has been ultra lame so far.

I would do anything to kick that kids teeth in. He has no idea what will come to him down the road.

im fucking dumb