i found tonight that i dont serve a purpose. Im so fucking scared. I wont be able to sleep at all tonight cause of this. Its because of her why hes hurt. And she said shit that killed me inside. fuck her. she is nothing. If she only saw how much damage she did.

what a bad morning. what am i going to do for the rest of the day?

rancid

=)

Ok. Tour is over. Im glad/ bummed. I met some real awsome people. It was the wierdest thing having met these people for the first time in my life and feeling like we have known each oehr for years. awsome dudes. Im sad to see them go. Tour has been fun. My drum set is pretty much fucked... ad i dont even care. The head is ripped, and there are ( Read more... )

i spent the whole ride in the van today recalling important highlights of our relationship. there are so many that have stuck with me. everything is amazing with her. im so stoked she is in my life. she makes my heart so happy. She deserves the absolutely best in life. im fucking so in love with her. Im so sure of this. She is for me. fuck ( Read more... )

im really sorry. I wish i showed you how much importance you are to me.

Last night was really a wierd show. We played eith one other band. They were straight horrible. But after that band was done some dude start yelling and punching some kid. It was crazy. He should have been thrown out but the venue was so unlegit that they really did nothing about it. When we started to play I saw that my bass pedal was missing a ( Read more... )

1. Playing gilman wasnt as cool as i thought it would be. (but still fun ( Read more... )

First day of tour. I just had some vegan pasta... it was ok i guess. Were going to stockton to practice pretty soon. After that we come back to the apartment and load up the van and head to gilman st. Im soooo stoked to play this venue. This has been my favorite venue for along time. tonight is going to be so fun. im really stoked. i got to go ( Read more... )

im scrambling to get everything ready in time this morning. I might be able to do it. Im stressing about alot of things. Im completely devastated right now. i need a fucking hug... seeing that started putting one of my dreams to life. not good. i need to pack.