Long time, no see. (Prob a good thing...)

[my_times]

I haven’t really posted here in a long while (As Eoin kindly pointed out)and I wasn’t really planning too, but as I sit here in this big empty house, drenched in rain from walking to the bank just a second ago - I just decided to let out some feelings im having at the moment. Nothing major, nothing even particularly new. Just some stuff I have in

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[isie]

True fact - my comment to your post exceeded the allowed comment size by 2000 words! So I've emailed it to you. I'd rather email my reply anyway so your flist don't see what a soppy mare I am, and so what I've said stays between us. Just know I love you so much and I hope what my email says helps. <3 xxxxx

[my_times]

Thank you for the e-mail!
Jeeez i cant believe you wrote so much lol! Muchly appriciate it though :).
Love you muchly too and cant wait to spend time with you again, shouldnt be too long now!!
xxx

[isie]

You're welcome. Remember to get the 23rd of June off work so I can see you :) And I know. I wrote like an essay/book :P Hope it helps. It was rather embarrassing when LJ told me I'd exceeeded the maximum. They might well have said "Be more concise, you freak". *sigh* At least Hotmail lets me express myself properly. Hope you're feeling better today, young Luke. xxx

[isie]

Oh, and it's not a good thing I've not seen you for ages :( I was guttedlikeafish that I missed you at the weekend. There's a gig at the end of June which I really want you and Chris to go to! It's for the band Tat that Shelly's in love with. Should be a little Starfury get-together :) So if you can, can you book the night off work? It's a Friday night. It'll be really good to see you (Plus I'm hopefully bringing my boyfriend to it and he needs to meet my GBF-for-life, doesn't he?) xxxxx

[hannah_dru]

I know how you feel, especially at big events like conventions. When I was at White Room when Mike left me I felt really left out and I didn't know what to say to anyone so I gave up. I envy him sometimes as well, but I think he helps me kind of "come out of my shell" if you see what I mean (took 2 years :S). I still don't feel comfortable at things like that all the time though.
Usually I talk about anything random or crap and sound like an idiot but it does work sometimes.

[my_times]

Aww, thanks for reading/replying hannah :)
random crap, i'll keep that in mind ;)

[auto_pilot]

Hey chuckie! I know how you feel about not being able to talk to people. Uni was pretty bad for the first few months, it' okay now but I stil don't feel completely comfortable around people and I worry about awkward silences so I try to avoid going out with them lol! Then I wonder why I bothered leaving Lincoln because I already had friends that I felt so comfortable with and family and money but I guess it's a learning curve or something! So, don't feel bad, it's part of who you are and people accept that and anyway once people get to know you they all love you LOADS! You have loads of friends waiting for you in Lincoln aswell, especially me! Hope that makes you feel better :)
Also, what times would be good to come up and see you? Love you and I am always there for you my poppet! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[my_times]

Hewwo! :D
What times?! Errrrrm, between 12 and 3?! (hahahahaha, i is well funny!)
Ooooh yeah, youve finished now (or soon) havent you?!
You can pretty much come down whenever you have the time/energy/money. Just tell me a date - and i'll tell work not to put me down for that day(s). Just let me know xxx

[auto_pilot]

Okay doke, will do, will start saving now! I had my last exam on the 11th - first year went quick!
The day you go to the dentist (18th) I'll be in Lincoln so we'll have to hook up boyfriend XTREME.
xxxxxxx

[b_f_m]

I know how you feel about conventions and stuff. Im very shy, and in fact sometimes when I do decide to talk to people they get so confused by my accent I decided to go hide. I know we haven't met in person but I can still tell you're a very cool person. You're one of the wittiest funniest people I know, and I know when I've been at conventions when you're not there everyone says they wish you were. You've so much going for you personality wise that even if you're not the most confident person in those big social sitations, you're still awesome and amazing. Don't think you don't deserve Chris, I'm sure he'd kick your ass (or try to :p) if he heard you say that. Plus if you think Chris is like this big social butterfly who likes everyone and everyone loves him; you're his boyfriend. He wants you above all them other people. I'm glad you feel somewhat calmer by that entry, and I hope since you posted it you feel even better, cos you're a cool guy and don't compare yourself to others cos you're great in your own way.

[my_times]

Awwww, dude thanks for that!
When are we actually going to see eachother? I keep missing you lol - I'll see you at L2 for sure (im assuming you'll be there lol)!! I'll have someone to run and hide with then ;).
Cheers for the comment, meant a lot.

[b_f_m]

I'll definately be at L2! Dont think Hilary Duff could keep me away (well let's hope that situation never arises cos that could be tricky...) and I plan to be at S3 aswell. Yay we can run and hide (or look for most contestants for Pimp My Luke)

[auto_pilot]

What's L2?