it blows my mind that people wanna try to get inside my tired head

[vivian]

Ha. Spoke too soon yesterday.

Sometimes I wonder if there's some kind of power or principle or something shoving us around. Yeah, don't ask about loup-garou theology, it'd take me a month and a half to even tell you enough of the stories for us to have a place to start, but, you know? Sometimes things are too much of a coincidence for you to

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[firemantis]

Sounds like Aiden is sniffing you out, perhaps it is meant?

If we are so contrasting, I have to wonder how we are actualy helping you?

I still say screw the pack and make a run for it.

[vivian]

You are helping, really -- just knowing there are people out there listening and caring is a help, and onlytalewetell pointed out something I'd never really thought of, that advice is meant to show all the different points of view and all the different considerations. All the pros and cons, all the different things I could do, and that way when something happens, I'll be able to think more quickly...

I don't know if he's sniffing me out, but he sure ran after me quickly enough. Maybe he's been thinking about me as much as I've been thinking about him?

[firemantis]

I wouldnt put it past him... you are kinda hot... :-P

[vivian]

You're going to make me blush.

[nellierose]

Where is Aiden from? Is he American or English?

[vivian]

He didn't tell me much in the way of detail, but he talks like he's from America, not England.

[lunastarwind]

Knowing you're not alone is a powerful feeling. Don't be too rash in making a decision about Aiden or anything else. The best adivce I could offer you, without telling you what to do, is listen to what your heart is telling you.

If you need to list out pros and cons and go from there.

[vivian]

That's the thing, though. I don't *know* what my heart is telling me. It feels like I'm being pulled in seven directions at once, and everything's all confused.

But listing out pros and cons -- that's a good idea, and maybe I will...

curiosity

[horrormaster18]

hello Vivian I've been reading but this is the first time I've ever thought to comment. I was just wondering say Aiden is ok with you being a loup garou, and you to got together, if you had a child would the child be more loup garou or human? and if you did get together couldn't you make your way back to America and start a new life?

Re: curiosity

[vivian]

I don't think humans and loup-garou can interbreed. I've never heard of it happening, at least. So if I leave the pack, I'm giving up the chance of ever having a family...

I've thought about going back to America, but the thought of being alone is what's stopping me. It's a little crazy to think about putting that kind of burden on someone I've talked to for less than twenty minutes, don't you think?

[vivian]

*blush* I can't explain it. He just -- he just *does*. He smells like morning sunshine on new-cut grass. Except he doesn't at all, that's just what it makes me think of. It's hard to explain! Even in human form, I think the loup-garoux have different senses...

And I am a little bit overwhelmed, but -- it's kind of neat, too, you know? That there are all these people, listening to me.