i obviously havent written for a long time..... deleted the journal all together for a while there ( Read more... )

so, for a while there, i was heavier than my current weight even though i havent eaten for nine days.

but tody i went down another .5 from my current
yay

183.5 i got below the plateau

hopefully the weightloss will speed up then.
i mean, fucking hell, i dont eat anyting!

my chest is the first thing i notice as i lose weight
when i lift my arms up and down you can see my chest bones
so when i lose more they will be more noticable
but right now
my collarbones are getting better
but my chest has always stuck out and its really weird.
could you tell me why you think my chest looks like this?


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i was heavier this morning
and i have no idea why
i haven't eaten in a week
wtf is wrong with my body?

day six is going well.

woke up and i was 184.

that means i've lost 30 pounds from my highest weight.

:)
looks like i'm losing about .5 a day.
i wish it were more, but its ok.

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woke up and i was 184.5

MET MY NEXT MOTHERFUCKING GOAL, BITCHES.

:) yay!

day four was a success ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and i was 185.5

i'm proud and upset

i'm proud because i havent eaten for three days
not one thing.

but i'm upset because i have A VERY VERY strong craving for PIZZAAAAA
i want a large extra cheese pizza all to myself
i dont the cals, or have it inside me, i just want to waste the yummy cheese
i love cheese

COME ON DAY FOUR.

i haven't eaten at all for 2.5 days and i havent really lost any weight ( Read more... )