come home.

i can't express how i feel. and its killing me. i can't let myself let go anymore. my mind is just so clouded. with everything. i just want it to stop. a break in the normal day to day. to just sit and breathe. you in. i want you more than anything right now. just come comfort me. don't speak. just lay. fall into each other. become one. one heart. ( Read more... )

maybe ill go visit him... rekindle our friendship. and nothing else. im afraid that if i go down there, thats not the only thing that will rekindle.i do love him. but thats not the point. do i lov e him  still? i haven't even thought about him in so long that im not even sure anymore... its a sign. i feel sick thinking about it. i miss him. his ( Read more... )

when do i wake up?  five down to three. i must be dreaming. lost. they are gone.  where did they go? where did i go? i am. im lost in my mind. i can't stop it. no one to blame but myself. nothing to do but change. change without them.  how sad.

its one thirty in the morning and im thinking about you. of all the people i should or could be thinking about, its you. lately its always you. i can't tell you how much i wish it wasn't. i honestly don't know anymore. i don't know with you. do you want me, do you not? thats all i want to know. why is this stringing along? you know that i would be ( Read more... )

he loves her and i'm over him. thats what i keep telling myself. i'm over it. it aint no thang. so why is it 3 in the morning and i'm awake, talking about it? i hate this. i don't want it. i feel sick.

yeah i'm moving, fuck ya'll mother fuckers! just kidding, but no really. i'm moving bitches

i can't be who you want me to be, who you think i will become. i'm scared i'm going to let you down... what am i talking about, i have let you down. i'm so sorry.

you think you're going to scream? please... give me a fucking break. you have no idea. i'm not saying my life is incredibly hard right now, but fuck! its harder than yours. what do you have to deal with? you haven't had to make three life changing choices this month alone... i feel like a bitch. but honestly, you act like everything is so hard. i ( Read more... )

when two options are placed in front of you, both of which you want, which one do you choose? both leading to two completely different lives. i can't say that i want to have either one of them... i'm scared. for once in my life, i am terrified about my future. i haven't ever really cared. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to chose between ( Read more... )