ugh I feel like this stupid test is standing in my way!

 I had a nice time with Ben today. We ate lunch at the mall and he came with me to buy a headband at forever 21, i'm sure he loved being in there haha. It was raining all day and after the mall we went to go look at a desk for me at office depot. Then we went back to his mom's house since it was his dad's weekend and his mom was at her boyfriend's ( Read more... )

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 get back, honky cat
something something something something lauren's fat

lolol i dont know why but i find this hilarious

 I hate it when I feel like I want something and the other person doesn't ( Read more... )

It's funny how when you're in love, other things just kind of fade into the background. Not intentionally, mind you, it just sort happens that way. Like, most of the time the main focus of your brain is just your love. And that's not a bad thing; it's wonderful.
I just hope I don't lose sight of things 

I just love Ben SO MUCH!

He makes my whole world better!

i lovelovelovelovelovelovelooooove him

he's my baby! just thinking about him makes me happy :) I don't think I could ever do something with him that I wouldn't enjoy. Even just going to Publix or something. Or like that day when we tried to go to Hillsborough River Park and there were tons of ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about the past lately (well this weekend, anyway). Like the recent past: High School and the beginning of college ( Read more... )

You are a man of few words, Ben Mittler.

I miss Ben so much. All of the time.
I think about him all the time.
It's weird tho, sometimes when I'm at USF and he's up there, I can't picture his face.

But, I just wish he was here with me, or we could be somewhere where we could be together.
This is turning out to be a lot harder than I had anticipated. I don't think I even gave very much ( Read more... )