So it's been quite a while.

I had forgotten how great this feeling was, it makes my days just a little bit brighter. And every time i think of him a smile can't help but cross my face. Going to that party that night in february was the most fortunate thing that could have happened to me.

What i really mean to say is, I am in love with Ben!

"Remember when I moved in you, and the holy dove was moving, too. And every breath we drew was hallelujah."

What an exciting time in my life!

In a few days: moving into my new (probably overpriced) apartment, starting my junior year of college, having classes with friends, having a bunch more friends than i previously had there, etc....

Currently: Having a real boyfriend again for the first time in a while, a boyfriend who I really care for and he cares ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I could stay 20 forever

God bless the daylight ( Read more... )

I'm restless. i don't know what to with myself.

I feel like I'm missing something in my life...

What should I do? Where should I go? where do I belong? When I'm home, I have a longing for Tampa. When I'm there i get urges to be at home. I think Derrek leaving might have had something to do with it.

But work was good tonight, this might be the first ( Read more... )

Well, I'm leaving Tampa tomorrow and heading back to Pembroke Pines for the summer. My dorm room is almost entirely packed up and I will again be the last leaving (witht that song from dawson's creek playing when i leave, haha lindsey :P).

It has been quite a year, to say the least. A lot of good times, some bad times, some confusing times, some ( Read more... )

is it wrong that i like being bad? I've been feeling (and acting) very young and adventerous and college-y ( Read more... )

I'm happy right now.
just have to go to psych lab then spring break!
tonight I'm going to hang out with karl, boris and carlisle and everybody and then tomorrow morning i leave for home :]

I've been having a lot of fun lately.

and now i also need to decide what to minor in....

Realization: there are many patterns in my life
oh oh oh!

so it turns out you came through for me and said the right things that I needed to hear. I had a good feeling you would.these things happen from time to time ( Read more... )