is what i should be studying for right now....

I think that should be on my epitaph on my gravestone: Sara Friedman: Procrastinator.

sooooooo, how's it going?

i'm so excited for derrek and sarah to come this weekend!!! i wish kristen could have come too, but i would rather just them come than nobody at all. we're going to have so much fuuuuun. idk ( Read more... )

what's this? optimism ( Read more... )

I don't know why she acts that way sometimes or feels that way towards his family ( Read more... )

ayyyyyy. i hate these situations!

whatever, it's not the end of the world.

i really need to DO something.

right, it's not the end of the world, it wont even matter years from now, in the big picture. it just sucks right now, but the present is always temporary.

crazy, crazy times for me. let's de-tach and start over.

When your mother sends back all your invitations
And your father, to your sister, he explains
That you're tired of yourself and all of your creations,
Won't you come see me Queen Jane?
Won't you come see me Queen Jane?

Now when all of the flower ladies want back what they have lent you
And the smell of their roses does not remain
And all of your children ( Read more... )

I really want to go swimming in my pool. Swimming and that feeling of weightlessness feels so good.

What karl told me this morning, I don't know.
I know that i dont need any medicine or anything,  it's nothing like that. i just need catharsis, a good listener and comforter, and something positive in my life.

It was a little nice to know that he cares ( Read more... )

I cannot wait for an end to the state i'm in ( Read more... )

i saw The Darjeeling Limited this morning when i first woke up. i love that movie, it gets better to me every time i watch it. The music in it fits so perfectly, and Adrian Brody is awesome - i, for one, like his large nose.

it made me think of last year, too, when i went to see it with boris. i think i might get it for him for his birthday since ( Read more... )

well, it was fun while it lasted....

oh well.

In other news, things aren't going so hot.

money-wise: I may have a job, but when they dont schedule me to work, I cant make any $. I'm very grateful to have this job, but i really wish they would schedule me more. and when i worked till 2 a.m. on sunday night it brought me back to the good old days at ( Read more... )

So Halloween was fuuun. this is actually the first year where i've gone to a party on halloween. it was awesome, i dressed as a leopard!

i'm really sad that my camera wasnt working and boris couldnt find his bc i really wanted pictures =\

oh well, there will definately be others. the mild hangover was worth it, we had a keg.

i liked the rest of the ( Read more... )