thats right, i want to become a living sacrifice for God ( Read more... )

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth ( Read more... )

well, lately ive been praying about a lot of things... and felt as though God put it on my heart to resolve past issues with people before going to him. i want to get to know my Lord more, i want to live my new life correctly so im going to pursue whatever it is that God puts on my heart. i was so nervous tonight; i felt convicted... i couldnt ( Read more... )

You are the reason i live
You are the reason i move
You are the reason i breathe
You are the reason it's You
You are the reason, You are the reason
You are the reason, it's You, it's You
and after everything is over
you'll be the song i sing
forever, and ever.Lately ive been feeling as though i want to start playing worship songs, im going to ( Read more... )

everything i am going through, all the issues.. they're all going to go away soon enough, i need to put my faith in God, i need to give up all of me to him.. he is worth it, and make the most horrible issue a lesson to be learned. ive come close to dying; wanting to kill myself just because i felt like i had so much pain and ache within me, nothing ( Read more... )

i cant get you out of my mind
i keep thinking about how much i enjoy talking with you
how great you look when you smile, and how much i like your laugh
i daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation...
laughing again about funny things you said or did
i've memorized your face and the way you look at me
it melts my ( Read more... )

im giving up on you; i dont want anything to do with you anymore... to think of those nights i fell asleep in your arms listening to you tell me you love me, that you were going to marry me... you never were in love with me you are a fool to ever think that, and to ever make me believe it! i remember when i first got involved with you, and how you ( Read more... )

when i feel sad, i know it will only be a little while before i feel so "pumped" up and giddy again... just the thought of having God in my life just overwhelms me with happiness. God knows everything im going through, he knows how much i miss my ex boyfriend, and how i can be so lonely/sad at times. He puts it in my heart to read and pray and ( Read more... )

I believe, therefore im healed.

Lately ive been so down about the situation with my ex boyfriend; well ive been attending church and REALLY paying attention to the messages and its just so nuts that i can simply relate to what my pastors have to say. i feel like ive been going through heart ache for the past 5 months, spending mostly every day ( Read more... )

wow, its crazy how long ive gone without writing in here. looking at my past entries, which ive made most of them private now, it amazes me how much satan had control of me... how i felt so depressed and alone, how i turned to other methods of releasing the pain and anger out. pretty nuts i must admit, i never want to see that side of me again ( Read more... )