i've been feeling so good. i've been feeling so bad. ups &downs. i miss people. i miss spending time with people who make me feel good. i just want to feel good ( Read more... )

no states again today. this time we got all the way to killington before the coaches decided it was too cold. gs is on friday &halfpipe &slope isn't until next wednesday. so lame. we got back to school at like, 12.30 so i went home &slept.

( i suppose i haven't done one of these in a while. )

it's snowing &it's beautiful. went in to school at 9.30, thinking that i was going to states, only to find that they were postponed because of the snow. so i had classes until 12.15, when they decided to let us out early because of the snow. i went for chinese food with like, 12 people &it was a fun time ( Read more... )

this week was busy. i worked every day at the mountain. last night was the only thing that made this vacation good. &boy, was it good.

since it's all i have i want to go to sleep &dream of you &me just off the coast on a holiday so long &warm &lucky, always wake up in my bedroom all alone.

i got my jeep back today! i was so happy. we brought over the soft top because the hard top is way back-ordered &i didn't want to wait anymore. i went for a drive in it &ended up at stratton. i got my paycheck &saw my boys. i'm going to be sad when they all go home ( Read more... )

my daddy sent me flowers for valentines day. they're beautiful. they were here when i got home from school. my mommy gave me a new coach bag, a sweater, &candy. i feel spoiled, but it's ok because i didn't have a real valentine.

i hate drama. especially getting wrapped up in other peoples. maybe i shouldn't have involved myself, but i was already involved, so i figured i should at least help/make things worse. fuck high school relationships ( Read more... )

i downloaded a whole lot of music today &i feel like a computer nerd because i've been sitting here since 4.30. i bought Le Tigre 'This Island' & 'Sex, Drugs, &Cocoa Puffs' by Chuck Klosterman. i'm looking foward to reading it. i hung out with pernini today for the first time in quite a while. he's a funny kid. he made me make him a mix with Irish ( Read more... )

it's freezing. i'm going to try snowboarding again tomorrow. hopefully i won't get another bloody lip. ceramics class is fun, but the teacher is off her rocker. i hate trends. &trendy people. i crocheted an awesome iPod case last night &worked on a face-danna. i have a lot of psych reading that i don't want to do. he never calls me ( Read more... )

dawney says it's love. that scares me. it's not true. is it?