i just returned home from the most eventful 2 day trip to burlington i've ever had. sarah's car got rear-ended, lydia almost got us killed like, 5 times, we couldn't find a hotel that would let us stay, a completely amazing show, spending lots of money shopping, & running a stop sign &almost killing a blind woman.

it was a good time.

tea. work. art. papers. sleep. repeat ( Read more... )

i'm going to college. mASSart, to be specific. i'll be able to see fenway park ((cunts)) from the library. &i'll rock out my yankees hat.

life would be so much better if i had no hopes, or desires, or wishes. they cause dissapointment &more hopes that it will all end soon. what if i really had nothing to live for? what if i don't? what if everyone is just putting on this huge act that we are supposed to want something better for ourselves just to hide the fact that they have failed? ( Read more... )

i love car accidents. &spending hours in the emergency room.

Christmas break has been lame. i've worked. a lot. i'm working from 8am until 3.15pm straight. without any breaks. by the time i get home, i'm too tired to go out, so i end up watching tv until i fall asleep. the only people i've seen are ones i work with or i run into in the base lodge before i go home. i hate people. no one has called me to hang ( Read more... )

brusing+swelling+not being able to write without being in extreme pain=possible broken hand//thumb. fucking great. can i go a year without breaking something? that would be so cool ( Read more... )

stolen from JEN but i can't do a cut because i'm on my brother's computer, sorry ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut. by another person. that i paid for. well, my mom paid for. but I DIDN'T CUT MY OWN HAIR! &it looks good. it's still long, i made sure she didn't cut much off the ends.

all i can think about it my optical art.
&the beautiful nazi boy that i rape everyday ((with my eyes, of course)).

i'm shredding it tomorrow.

another week is slowly passing. work on a new large canvas in hopes to accomplish something. spend money on paints. receive presents. stare. i am lacking desire of all sorts.

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