going from one to two.

So Coen and I go to the park today, and you know, Coen is in his usual get up of a superhero cape of some sort, a mask, and today, a shirt that says "i <3 BOOBIES". The whole time we were there, I felt a sour feeling in my stomach. The way people would look at us. I could hear them talking. So what if my kid was the only kid at the park in a ( Read more... )

I love my little boy.

It's hard to imagine, but recent events have brought me to the realization that no matter what I have grown into, once I was a little girl. I was somebody's little girl. I believed that marriage could last. I believed love actually meant something. I thought all little girls grew up and got married and had babies and that's the way it went. And I'm ( Read more... )

You have a sneaking suspicion that someone close to you is behind something that you are not happy with. Like, you know that you really can't point the finger, but you JUST KNOW that they are behind some of your problems ( Read more... )

Perfect ( Read more... )

Is for the birds.

I am so confused about everything right now. Like should I get back with her? Or should I start seeing other people? Can I make it on my own if I move out? Should I take the promotion at work? Sometimes I feel like im living in a world that's not even mine. Life is such a blur.

I had the WEIRDEST night pretty much fucking ever.

Just because people are wishing you a happy new year doesn't mean this year isn't going to be a fucking huge disappointment like the years previous. Especially with resolutions like hers.

[Setting myself up for failure]