as of last friday my first love broke up with me, and now she wants to be friends and i do too because i cant lose her completely. i still love her tho... i dont wanna write more yet

Sometimes I really just hate myself... I have a beautiful girlfriend whom I love with all my heart... and yet I find ways to push her away. I'm so scared of losing her that I ask stupid questions all the time or I assume things, and I have no reason to... I don't want force her away, but I feel like I am. I have told her countless times that I am ( Read more... )

To get this started i will just do basics...

I have an AMAZING girlfriend (Shawna) whom i love so much <3 ( Read more... )

im still fucking shaking from what happened... i was on the motorcycle with my dad and our neighbor/friend scott was in the car behind us... this car came speeding out of nowhere and scott heard the people yelling "get the bike!" "knock them off the bike!" so they tried to cut scott off but he tried to run them off the road and meanwhile me and my ( Read more... )

ok so sunday around 9pm me, kyle, karyn, and like 8 or 9 other people took 2 cars and went to gaebler's children center in waltham ma which is closed down and has been since the late 80s. i dont feel like talking all about the "school" but let me just say its a very fucked up place lol the people that worked there did a lot of bad stuff and read ( Read more... )

yesterday was fathers day as i would assume you already know... so anyway the day started out with me giving my dad the card i bought him, then we had a minor cookout (close family) then we went to my cousins house to have some cake with my dads family... after that i went home and Lauren came over, we talked for a while and got slush, and talked ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was my last day of school but i didnt go because it was a half day and noone was going. so anyway, i'm at my moms right now since its her weekend and today is her birthday!!! happy birthday mom!! :) lol shes at work right now but she should be home soon. i'm basically writing this because im bored and felt as tho i should update... ( Read more... )

my baby sister was born at 2:30pm on May 26,2007 and weighs 8 lbs 11oz and is 20" tall her name is Arianna... shes so cute here are some pictures...

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a lot has happened since my last update, and i don't feel like going over all of it. alls i wanna say is that i don't feel like one of my best friends is being totally honest with me and it upsets me greatly... they have never acted like this before so its confusing me, I'm not going to explain what i mean so if you really want to know, ask.... i ( Read more... )

friday (feb.26, 2007)- i slept over my mothers house ( Read more... )