Now would be a good time for me to have access to words and to express some things.

Yes that would definitely be good.

I feel so drawn to greater authenticity and heart-centred communication. I feel drawn to living both a more authentic and a more empowered existence. I don't want that to be determined by how much money I earn or what I accomplish, but I DO want it to be linked to a process of creating more abundance, in so far as I have God's help in the subject ( Read more... )

So, I have been in one of the most interesting periods of my life, with ups and downs and also a lot of realisations that seem to transform my perceptions of reality. Much of this began in an apparently difficult period in which my last relationship was ending. Then this last week my dear grandmother, the last real matriarch of  my family and the ( Read more... )

Today I am grading midterm essays and using a tapping technique (EFT) to deal with my rage at my ex. Its working. After that I will move into some inquiry and maybe then, some ritual or constellation/systemic work and all of that is held up by the work of prayer and surrender (teslimiyet) that is my intention at all times. Somehow this basis in an ( Read more... )

Last night I had a very blessed dream with koranic symbolism and the mention of Sheikh Nur/Lex Hixon a figure who was important to me in opening up this blog in the first place. Some part of what it was saying had to do with maintaining more than one focus in life and how all parts of us may need to have their place at the table. Along with other ( Read more... )

I find myself imagining being inside the mind and heart of an atractive 30 something woman who lives in Paris (or another interesting metropolis). She is often lost in experiences that could be either mystical or mentally ill, although its hard to know which is which, reading from her perspective. At some point she finds herself confronting human ( Read more... )

I wrote this a couple of days ago and forgot to post it ( Read more... )

'Look at Therese of Liseux, she did a PhD in trust of God.' - Irısh Nun Frances Hogan on a religious TV show I am watching now ( Read more... )

Today is a very early start for me, with all sorts of intentions based on the desire for a healthier physical body, appearance and porductivity. At the same time, I am doing this with some doubt about whether I am just generally too obsessive about self-improvement. There is so much 'self' in it and so much 'never good enogh' in it. There is a part ( Read more... )

I have been listening a bit to Caroline Myss. She is one of the few teachers classified as 'new age' (I doubt she sees herself that way) who I really appreciate. In fact, I would say that she is actually a spiritual guide for me, in fact. Just listening to her has given me a bit of an electrical jolt forward ( Read more... )