Sorry i havent written in this in a couple of days. In the past 24 hours, i've worked 16 and a half hours, and im really really tired, i've had two root canals in 3 days, and my schedule is all fucked up right now.. *sigh* I want to cuddle or sleep for a very very long time.. mmmhmm maybe both :) anyone wanna cuddle? ;) I think im gonna go pick mom ( Read more... )

Did i tell you guys yesterday that some old lady screamed at me and made me cry? UGH! she was vicious! and i was like "dood lady, get the fuck out before i open a can of whoop ass on you!!!" and she told my manager to shut up and disappear... man i couldn't have said it better.. leesa fucking bugs me, she thinks shes soooo much better.. well bah, ( Read more... )

You realize, there's something wrong when you get stood up 3 days in a row, twice by the same person, and another by a person you thought gave a flying fuck.
New Years Resloution: get turned on by girls, become raging homosexual, and murder all the fuckup's who've made me miserable over the past 17 years.

one thing thats made this night somewhat better is brian.. and the fact that he called me to see how i was.

everyone look at me! I'm pathetic! I'm sitting at home, alone, on new years eve, crying. I really don't deserve to live another miserable year i swear to god. if i have to go through what i've been through this past year, i will seriously kill myself. Wanna know what my new years resloution is? To die before the age of 25.

*contented look on face* Brian is awesome.. Im really glad i decided to hang out with him today.. oh and james really wants me now i guess.. I think he's subsituting me for his ex, and the fact that he has 2 kids doesnt really help any.. I'm slowly getting over Nick.. its a long process.. but everythings working out okay. Maybe that's what i needed ( Read more... )

Hey.. I'm cold ... IT SNOWED LAST NIGHT!! YIPPIE!!! too much though
they closed I-80 and also 49 and probably 174! so there's no way out!! aHHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH

HE CALLED!! APPOLOGIZED!! IM GOING OUT STILL!!!

Never mind. I got stood up.

I have a date with James tonight :) YAY!!!