James so wants me! He said so himself :) last night :) I rock. He also said i was very attractive.. OH YEah!! Merry Xmas ya'll :)

It cannot be easy to forget you when I think about you, all the time
I'll never know how I miss you when I never had you, nevermind
I'll move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know why...what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on

I hate christmas and all the components of christmas.

When I sleep.. I dream of you..
and all I've been through
and I still think its all worth while
the heartbreak and everything
to know what it was like to have you
I dont want to let go now,
and maybe I never will,
no.. I know I never will.

Good dreams are the best thing for you.. but when they make you sad.. its kinda confusing.. I love dreaming and wish to sleep all the time, just to do so.. i miss having dreams and wishes come true.. i miss storybook worlds of fun and happiness.. i miss being happy. i miss you know who.

Man im so confused. Brian gave me 3 cd's for xmas today, and its weird cause all the songs have to do with sex and stuff, and its just confusing.. cause i've liked him forever and stuff.. Oh well.. never gonna happen. same thing with amund, and nick, and all the guys i've ever liked. I think im just gonna be alone for a long.. long... long time. it ( Read more... )

I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove this song!!!! *sings* everythings gonna be alright, rock a by...

do0d no school until 1/8/03
FUCK YES I ROCK!!! :D

DAMN ME! i did it again.. stupid paper.. fuck me :( ... although i did get most of my homework done before tonight :D ( i did most of it yesterday. lmao...) ugh, im retarded!!! KICK ME SOMEONE... PS i love you :D *HUG* keep reading.. i get nicer and cooler and yeah... sexy guys rock... oo new guy at work hopefully, he came in for an interview today ( Read more... )

Got stoned for the first time last night.. that fucking ROCKED.. dood i want more