feel a bit mehish, got a headache still feels like ive got a bloody hangover from fucking monday night lol Went out monday with laura and few of her friends for drinks to celebrate her birthday. I got her some champaaagggnneee lol and a white rose that she always wanted for valentines day. Ok on the obsession front ive decided i gotta just leave it ( Read more... )

Had a nice day today :) Laura came over.... tickled each other.. got to cuddle her a bit and talk.. didnt talk that much tho felt a bit shy didnt really know what to say so we just kinda cudlledish.. was good though :)

Thats right.. i am actually alive.. i just havent been bothered enough to write on here. Infact alot of things are bothering me lately but i just didnt have the effort to sign in and waste time typing everything out like i am now bc why not. Where to begin. i supose it should start with a warning that this is about feeling sorry for myself. im very ( Read more... )

( Surveyness )

( Boring Holiday - Boring Day - Obsession of Maria )

Bored out of my mind.... Christmas holidays suck.. just meas a longer amount of time i have to go without getting to see Maria at college.. To be honest id have alot more fun if i was at college rather then just sitting around my house doing nothing all christmas. Gave Maria her present at the station as her and the group go girls were heading off ( Read more... )

title says it all really. Fucking crappy today.  Got a red card from college.. another 2 more and i get kicked off the course.. greaattt. Yeh that and generally kept having accidents hurting myself all day. On the plus side chatted to the girls alot today.. become closer to all of them i guess, easy to talk to group. only other things i can be ( Read more... )

( Why girls are evil )

( Laura )

same old me being an asshole. totally upset emma cause i feel crap and now shes really upset about what i said earlier. what the hell is wrong with me, it seems like im always the cause of the arguments and i dont know why. im always picking on someonthing, why do i do it. im not gonna make excuses but it feels like some of it is bc im angery that ( Read more... )