well life is totally turned around now. and im not doing too hot. i havent eaten in a week because food right now just disgusts me and i feel like i have to vomit constantly. but thats not why im posting. i guess i have a few things to say ( Read more... )

nothing inside.. nothing to say, except fuck you

If you, if you could return ( Read more... )

its been almost exactly a month after i last posted... and nothings changed... nothing. im still out here all alone waiting. i just something different would happen. nothing happened on valentines day either. i looked foward to that day for months thinking he would do something with me. we went out to eat but blake and kim came so all kenny ( Read more... )

well.. im here... at kennys house... doing nothing... again. hes asleep on the couch while im up pacing the floor looking for something to do. at least today he spent like an hr with me. he sat thru half a movie with me before he finally zoned out and fell asleep (as usual). its like the one day i get him off his games so we can spend an hr or 2 ( Read more... )

i wish i was there lying right there beside you, i hope im in your dreams tonight but im not so sure right now. i wish you could take back something you said

im for certain im gunna end up being the young bride that ends up being widowed at a young age. all of my boyfriends thus far have been the "dangerous" or stupid type where they always wanna run off and do stuff thats really literally gunna get themselves killed whether it be some branch of the armed forces or just silly stuff. soooo it feels ( Read more... )

IM SO IN LOVE WITH A MAN THAT HAS A SEXY BODY... but a goofy face

i just feel so bad right now. its one of those days where you feel like nothing and yet everything at the same time where all you can do is stare at the wall and hold back tears. i really think its this house combined with other things, but this place really depresses me. its so constricting and lonely. and im just a fat cow that doesnt deserve to

its too late to fight
it ends tonight