i hate it when you need to leave but you got no where to go. dads bein a drunk bastard again, plus he just watched xmen so he thinks hes untouchable and just wants to pick fights. so that was my que outa there cuz i knew we'd prolly be at each others throat or him hittin me or w/e. i just really want some place i can run to, a place to call ( Read more... )

what you never relized was that i was always scared of you. scared what you would say, scared of how you would hurt me like it seemed would always happen. i was scared of the power you had over me. i was scared of confidence.

now im waiting for a real hero, not someone who believes what isnt real

you assumed too much

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head ( Read more... )

do you know what its like to be afraid of home. to shake from fear just to enter a room. have you been afraid to do the things that once brought you comfort, something like taking a nice long walk in the warm sunshine. are you afraid just to sit down and talk. are you afraid to lay your hand on your heart and pray because you dont know what ( Read more... )

It's only for a moment you are mine to hold ( Read more... )

just to let you know, if there were things that went on to make you question what kind of girl i was.. i really wouldnt do some of the things i said. i was either just jokin or just testing you to see what kid of a person you were. i just always wanted to discover something new about you. i also may have said some things that led you to belive ( Read more... )

xCrazyInnocent1x (10:19:03 PM): today in health n fit.. we watched a movie bout what love REALLY is or something.. n the guy was pretty dumb.. but he said "Love is caring for someone so much taht youd do anything to make things the best they can be for that person even at the risk of losing them".

i know why i hold back from everyone. sry if i ever did that to you and i know i have cuz ive done it to everyone that ive ever cared bout. just growin up sumns always divided me and took away the people that ive loved. something mentals wrong with my mom and shes not like a MOM. shes an annoying 2 yr old that cant think for herself. she needs ( Read more... )

ok.. i got more to say than just silly lil dreams now. sry if i pushed you or made you mad or anything. i respect your decision cuz i know how hard it must have been to even conjure up such a thought much less act upon it. i know it was made with the best intentions not only for yourself but for me, for us. im not sure if i can agree 100% yet ( Read more... )