I've had a bit of a frustrating day. I'm feeling quite directionless, like I don't want to be where I am, in the skin I'm in, heading in this direction. I want to start again. Start all over. I feel like moving to a new country and shaving all my hair off. I want to reassess who I am and what I want to be. I want the time and freedom to think. ( Read more... )

Bit of a busking update so I keep track of these things. Went again last week and made $5 in 5 mins. Quite a nice rate really....who am I kidding it's a brilliant rate... I stood on the street and played a g blues scale and got paid at a rate of $60 bucks an hour. Problem was a security guard moved me on after 5mins. After going through the nerve ( Read more... )

Ok so I was just reading the Australina Alcohol Guidelines ( Read more... )

I don't think i talk to people enough. like d and m talking. im not a big talker or sharer but today i had a bit of a chat and it made me realise how much i need it ( Read more... )

today i went busking! i did it! i only played for bout 20-25 minutes and i only made $2 but im proud of myself for finally working up the nerve to do it. i have to make a list of actual songs to play. i played summertime bout twice i think and i played i touch myself haha. i was playing i touch myself and this tough looking guy walked past then ( Read more... )

i wish i had something important to say

non-conservative does not equal insecure you know

mood mood moody is what i am. that's what happens when you play moody type songs on your guitar and keyboard...the moodiness gets into you. then making my moody mood worse was the mardi gras argument that came up between me and my parents. my brother joined in on my side. it just shitted me. its still shitting me. im going to be selfishly moody and ( Read more... )

dear me

go to bed

yours sincerely
me

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