After years of waiting nothing cameAnd you realize you're looking,Looking in the wrong place

It would just be easier if I died. No more hurt feelings, no more hurting feelings. No more lonesomeness, no more pain. No more sorrow, no more regret ( Read more... )

For whatever reasons, I'm feeling really apathetic and depressed. I was singing songs about my head exploding earlier in a lounge lizard style. It cheered me up momentarily. I just want to go into a coma sometimes.

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I live to dream of dying
Snuffed out-erased
The lights leaving my eyes
With a smile on my face

The silence hangs in curtains ( Read more... )

A century below
Awaiting my return
Conversing with these spiteful snakes

My destiny in tow
Unholy secrets learned
How I've missed her subdued grace

I peer through earthen window
My first glimpse of the moon
Her silver face enchanting
Eyes fixed upon my tomb

Halcyon, this Autumn daze
Sepia and solemn greys
The forests die as bonfires blaze
And spirits dance whilst sunlight fades

Happiness is a strange experience for me. It comes and goes in fits and spells; Often without any discernible reason. For example: I'll be moping about the market and see a can of beans and all of the sudden, life will make sense. For but a fleeting moment the warmth of nostalgic familiarity and the sharp grace of clarity will envelop me. Even more ( Read more... )

Dusk envelops the trees
Shadows dancing in their boughs
As the swollen Sun melts into the horizon

The trees murmur in their harsh tongue
Deceiving the ears and hearts of men
Betraying them to darkness

As the moon hangs in the heavens like a great tombstone
The glades echo with cacophonious laughter
The lost and damned singing the Aria of Madness