Phew, i know pretty deep subject matter, but i hope you all enjoy i"m getting my flowjo going :) If i get hired and can write even more, which would be really nice. "Too each there own" Still on cloud 9 until we meet again, Ashant`i(anh shawnta pronuciation) and here it is M.J ( Read more... )

lets do a really quick run down recap if you will. Homeless. living in between coles's parent's and the apt i pay 200.00 a month to stay 12 days a month in. still looking in the market to buy a home. hate my job... happy moment today i got a call wanting to set up an interview with me for a job as the adminastator coordinator at this church. I ( Read more... )

Today october 4 2007, Sebastian Ezekiel Munoz -Callahan , departed this world approx.8:35 am. Some people may know him or refer to him as capn c-bass, c-bass, peanut. I rescued this dog from a family that abused him and neglected him, for this i am sure he will forever be grateful to me, however today i couldn't help but to feel like i let him down ( Read more... )

So hmm what to say what to say ( Read more... )

i figure i should post something in here just for the sake of posting. i never really write in this one it is just kept so i can keep up on online friends and long distance friends. i am doing good. i am back on my meds, so i am dead inside, and for the tim ebeing that is fine, ihave some tought life changing decsions coming up and nothing can make ( Read more... )

So my brithday is on the 18th of thi smonth, i am excited and sad at the same time. I am excited b/c i am going to be gettin gthe biggest ink i have ever gotten, granted both pieces i do have are huge, but this one is much bigger. so i am ecited to do that and party with my girls, can't smoke the ganja b/c my work is implementing random drug ( Read more... )

So i have been sticking to my plans and doing very well. I am down 16 lbs so far this month. so lets see here lets do soem math 40- 16= 34 soi have 34lbs left to go. I need topick up the pace a bit ithink. Not much is going on with cole we don't seem to see much of eachother lately. I am not sad about it, nor am i happy about which i think is a ( Read more... )

So i am offcially old lol. I didn;t go anywhere for New years Eve and slept through it lol. I had to big fat blunts and that was it. So today is the first day of a new year. So of course here is my new Years resolution for the new year ( Read more... )

I have to find a doctor to give me adipex and look at the bumpy thing in my wrist ( Read more... )

So i have been battling with my dear old friends, and i am losing terrible. I feel like i am overeating starving and purging all in a span of 2 wks. i need to regain control. Damn the recovery stuff, i am ballooning out of control. Instead of actually recovering i am just going the other way onthe ED scale, now i am like a binger, and i decided ( Read more... )