so i havent updated in 7 weeks ( Read more... )

im friggin bored....

there is no release or anything in siiiiiiiiiight....

good lord....

i need somethin to do....

i think i need enough alcohol to drink myself to a happy death.....

that would occupy my time well....

other than that....DID I MENTION I WAS BORED?!?!?!?!??!!!!!!

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So im just chillin lately.....got a new job....going to get my 74 superbeetle fixed in 2 months time.....woo.....its a classy ride.....as of right now im just riding my bike and skateboard around a lot.....i work like 4 blocks from my house, so that is nice. I miss people from olden times....i dont want to lose contact with everyone i know.... ( Read more... )

so whats up chirruns....i know im never on here ( Read more... )

Well last night i had a really really really disturbing fucking dream right after something stopped me from achieving what it was i had set out to do that night in my sleep....STUPID FUCKING BASTARDS *shakes fist* shoulda just let me go....welll it turns out the dream had a connection to two people i know...or the characters were there to resemble ( Read more... )

i just moved in with my aunt/cousins...better than being homeless, and better than staying with my mother or sister...i will only have to pay 100 bucks a month in rent, and i will be closer to my new community...that is if we choose to accept each other and have people cut out the back-biting bullshit and actually come together. i dont have much ( Read more... )

Well i write in here to reflect the emtiness that is inside me. i feel no love. no anything really. this is gonna be one whopping shit of a journal entry let me tell you now.. lol. i have nobody to talk to. ive not touched a woman in over two years even just to give a simple hug. let alone make out or anything of that nature. i hate men. they annoy ( Read more... )

whos to say. what happens when you take a real look at what is actually happening, and you are so utterly turned off...there just arent words. had another meltdown tonight. i cant keep doing this. its not good for me on any level. i have torn myself apart. think about this if you will...the movie groundhogs day with a twist... now think of this. an ( Read more... )

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