When every thing feels like the movies, you bleed just to know your alive.

My aunt stayed the weekend at my house and did the rudest fucking thing you could ever do at any ones house. She took a bath in my tub and shaved who knows what, then she left the tub coated in hair and pubic hair. Fucking sick. I now filled the tub with water and dumped a shit load of bleach in. I just hope she did not use my razor.

I am thinking about maybe being a teacher.

The only thing I could think about the past couple of weeks was that I hoped I got into Western. But yesterday I got my letter of acceptance and now every time I think about it I get depressed. I don't know what I want to do. I don't even think I want to go to Western. My life right now is worthless.

My house is colder then you could know.

Got back together with my boy friend.

Today sucks.
-I got in a fight and my neck and shoulder are bruised.
-I broke up with my boyfriend.
-I need a new place to live.
-I still haven't gotten paid from subway and I quit over 2 months ago.
-I have to work.

I freaking love my job it is so easy. I basically stand around and talk to people, and wipe out tanning beds. Man it rules. I am happy lately. I haven't found a reason to not love my boyfriend yet which is awesome because I usually do by now. Almost a year. I need to move out. Probably to Seattle. I need a roommate.

I am sick. I want some one to take care of me :(

So I am pretty sick. I have a cold and I am massively dehydrated. My tounge is turning black, and my nose keeps bleeding when there is an absence of snot. This is pretty lame being that I have to start school Monday. I just sit around blowing my nose, and drinking tons of water. But I seem to just be getting more and more dehydrated. It sucks. I ( Read more... )