this weekend was dancing, family fights, and realizations. i take life too seriously. i need to be told to breathe and smile. i cant be everything-- so what i am is fine right now ( Read more... )

And the mourning dove gets caught in the telephone wire ( Read more... )

then fail to represent your life as you know it

putting up and putting out and putting down... and pulling- nothing

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today was ( Read more... )

i love my job. its making me happy. the last few days ive been working and then playing at bills house at night. its made for a wonderful vacation, i'd say. good times with good people. today is sadly the last day of my vacation- i'll be working until 7 and then preparing for my last stretch of school ( Read more... )

today i drank coffee and smoked ciggerettes. i worked on a presentation about suffering 3rd world countries. i went to see an indie movie "coffee and ciggarettes" with rebekka in newberg- it was wonderful. it was about all the small awkward moments of jealousy, sadness, and straight up uninterest in another humans feelings in this world we live in ( Read more... )

today was - headache, excitement, ear infection, sun, friends, pictures, laughs, ciggerettes, being silly ( Read more... )

my days have become a blur. i only live for the special moments. do you have any real idea what this place is about. who i am and what im doing this for. ive always been told who i was-- i never felt it. question your actions, realize that "standard" doesnt matter. im holding on to what i know and i'm holding on by a string... if it breaks-- im ( Read more... )

(if anyone can tell me what song thats from ill give u one million dollars ( Read more... )

i hate this so much ( Read more... )