out of school early-- wellll bc i called my bro and made him pick me up. yayy. hes at GNC buying some drink for his drug test. my moms an idiot.. bc she put our drug test dates on her calander...HAHA STUPIIDD MOM. so mine is june 2nd and if i dont smoke until then then rob said ill be a okay. today will be a good day. ive gotta go to doctor ( Read more... )

lindsys birthday brought a plethera of fun and laughs. she got her permit today... ahh we're all growing up so quickly. school was school-- got some issues going on with my global and english classes-- so thats no good, but it'll all work out in the end ( Read more... )

thrown into a spiral downward i believe that i will never come up again and i do not wish to. if i stay down here maybe u can come visit once in awhile... and join me in this pain. and then u rise back to where u belong and i'll look up at u and we can connect with words but touch no more ( Read more... )

today i hated myself more than i have in awhile. i woke up late and the first thing i had to think about was a research paper. im alright now that me and sam finished it, but it just sucked worrying about. my mom found a bag of pot in one of my sweatshirts today... drug test coming soon. i feel a lousy week coming- but i hope i can work through it ( Read more... )

annd weeeeeee goottttttttt it on toniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight ( Read more... )

Yay for ( Read more... )

(as she whines) its hot, i hate school, i have to pee all the time, im nervous about regents, im out of control, i feel fat all the time (duh liz), WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE... okay so i had this problem last year and up until-- well now i have no clue anymore... i was a perfectionist. i needed to look perfect and act perfect and have a ( Read more... )

im growing up. im out of control-- but i dont want to regain anything ive left. im such much more now.

dance was mega fun tonight and this weather is aweeesome!

Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again.

yesterday was wonderful. it began full of exhaustion, then waiting, dissapointment. but after the dissapointment came a great night ( Read more... )

friday ( Read more... )