I'm bored so I just decided to update because it's been awhile. I have no idea when school starts so I'm doing the MUST ALTER MY SLEEP PATTERNS OR OMG I'LL BE TIRED AT SCHOOL! Yeah I'll just sleep in class until it works itsself out. On a non-related note, I have decided that unless someone quite amazing changed my mind I'am never dating anyone who ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood. Howard is finally back on the air and I'm getting new shoes today. I'm not nervous about school starting for once in my life. Why should I care? I like school. I just don't like the people who go to schools. But as long as I like myself they can pretty much all fuck off. :) I also like my hair for once EVER! It's cool how it ( Read more... )

Sometimes breaking up is a weird thing. A lot of the time it leaves you feeling depressed, lonley and etc. I actually feel pretty happy. I kind of forgot that there are a lot of advantages to being single. :) I like being alone a lot and it's nice not to be bugged all the time. I was just kind of thinking about what I would actually want in a girl ( Read more... )

Well here I'am again. I actually have some things going on now. We'll go longest last. It didn't work out talking to Andrea but I'm not bitter or mad. I'am hurt but that I'm okay with. All I needed to know was that it's over and get some finality on that. She said she was doing better that the last time we talked and that made it hurt less because ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I want to write. I have a lot of stuff floating around in my head. Have you ever noticed that you can tell a good movie from a bad movie? It's how it makes you feel. Might make you think or cry. That's how you tell a good movie, or a song or anything. It's just something in your heart. Everyone uses an LJ to write about ( Read more... )

Don't tell me what it means because I don't care. Anyways, I feel good again today. I'm gonna go get some new shoes, finish ym shit and get off grounding some time today. I had a long talk with Tahani yesterday and that really helped me out a lot. She's a good person to talk to. :) I'm going to try and call Andrea tonight and see what I can do with ( Read more... )

Well, I feel good. I realized that I actually do like myself. I like my sense of humor and I think I'm funny. I like my cool ideas. I like how I believe in myself even though I never admit it. I like my music and my clothes and how I can just take it easy. I like a lot of things about me and truthfully, I don't want to change anything. No matter ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's better to just sit back and let people have their own way. Let them make their own mistakes. I have a big mouth and usually I think it's my place to comment, I'll leave these things alone. What do I need with more grief? Sometimes people just need to learn for themselves and than if they come back, great. If not, hey at least I knew ( Read more... )

I feel really weird right now. I have a lot going on in my head, just a bunch of stuff. I'm getting kind of mad at Danielle. I dunno it's just like I keep getting my head and my feelings messed with and I have no clue what's gonna happen. I mean it kinda hurts after awhile and there is always this little thing of doubt in the back of my mind. I ( Read more... )

I don't really have any complaints I guess. I don't really want to write down all ym thoughts and opinions of Danielle because I just like to keep some things private. I don't want to upset her or start a stupid fight because of an opinion, I honestly don't have the energy either. I'm so wiped from this week, can't I get a day to relax? It might ( Read more... )