Okay, rundown. I'll probably be alone pretty soon if I want to realistically look at it. I don't but I have to. So that means I'm probably gonna have a relapse and no one will see me for awhile. I just want to let people know so they don't think I moved or something. Since only two people care and that will soon be one, I don't see why it matters ( Read more... )

Yeah....so I have this cold kinda suspicion in my gut right now. I'm trying not to freak out but it's hard. Why did I have to sleep all day? Might be time to stop all this.....

With drama like this it's no wonder I'm number one! Shoot me.

I suppose that there are some things I don't get. Actually there are a lot of things I don't get. All I know is I feel bad. I guess I might matter to some people and not realize it. What the fuck makes me so special? Why do I get these responsibilities? I'm just gonna fuck up. I can barely make my own life work and it's starting to come apart. I ( Read more... )

I wrote a different entry but no one would care. All anyone needs to know is I want to die at this exact moment. Help me.

There is an 87% chance I'll kill myself before June is over. That's it.

Boring day. My mom got me up to go to zero hour but I was to tired I went to bad at like 1:30 I can barely get up at 7:30, much less 6. I got to school and chatted up Logan for ta bit than talked to Danielle (g/f). First hour Ms. Rosenburg read The Pit and The Pendulem and as usual I slept. I think everyone sleeps or talks because no one notices I ( Read more... )

Wow I didn't write in awhile. A lot of stuff happened! Danielle (g/f) is going through some problems that I won't discuss here because it's personal. I felt so crappy this morning when she told em and I couldn't help her. I'm really worried and I don't know what to do. She got grounded from the telephone and computer to so we can't even talk ouside ( Read more... )

I....am tired. All I did al day, was go to Target and play Ragnarok. I are nerd. It's sad because I didn't even get anything done on that game. I did get Danielle (g/f) to play it though except her computer is gone until Thurs. XD I gotta go to school in....two hours? Mr. Murphy has to "help" me which involves me learning nothing and looking stupid ( Read more... )

*sigh* I'm crazy bored. When was the last time I wrote in here like Thurs.? Well Fri. sucked. I had to go to school to make up time and I was bored out fo mind. I saw Danielle (not g/f) but she didn't talk to me. She claims she tried but I didn't hear her lol. After that my mom was still pissed at me from the huge fight we had over stupid shit on ( Read more... )