today was sponsored by the letter B for backwards. everything i did today was backwords, thoughts fell out of my head as quick as i'd thought them up. it's like my brainstem had turned into a slide and everything i thought just went sliding right down never to come back. not even as much as a wave goodbye. i swear i kept thinking things i'd ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning still in a dream where my classroom was in the weight room, i had bleachers for seats and there was a lot of clay and a kiln. i woke up with lesson plans in my head about clay changes in different processes. i had a theory for why i was teaching things in such a way, in that sequence of events that is. i woke up holding on ( Read more... )

i'm in the mood for purging. my life is vomiting out old worldly possessions and needless paperwork into the garbage ( Read more... )

monetarily speaking, i suck at life, the end. oh yeah, and spelling. the end, for real this time.

tonight i dont' know what's up with me. i had a better than average day at work. but for some reason i'm not having a good night. sometimes it's really hard to live alone. i'm not a very good self motivator and Luke while he's a great midnight cuddle buddy, isn't much of a conversationalist ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: 14 Angelo Capizzano outside of Mr. Hauchners homeroom ( Read more... )

dude everything changes when people stop talking to you. aparently matt and logan moved into a new apartment today. apparently now they live on j clyde. i'm sure pretty soon they will have new cell phones and will become a figment of my memory (imagination ( Read more... )

so last night i went over to sarah and susans and susan died our hair. it was awesome as times with those ladies always are... then we went to the NON-Ghetto walmart and it was like "a whole new world" ser-e-usly i'm never going to the old one again. someone died in the parking lot of the old one and no one found him for three weeks ( Read more... )

i'm having a bad night, a why can't i get anything done i have so much to do and a migrain to boot night.

i feel like poo.

i'm having an i feel like i suck at life kind of night.

the end.

* get up
* eat breakfast (things like these are here so i feel like i have gotten something done in case i crap out on the rest of the list)
* clean out car and make list of repairs needed
* Gym holy shit i did 10 minutes on the tredmil non stop. that's half a mile, i worked through the side cramp.... come on florida
* Lesson plans and visuals T ( Read more... )