we went to the chrysler museum and saw a black and white photography exhibit which was awesome. we drove around downtown norfolk looking at houses we'd like to live in and talked about architecture. we went to a restaurant by the ocean and had a lunch type dinner on the patio. we went to his friend sams house and watched movies and told jokes ( Read more... )

so i went out and i had a good time and i met some new people but i don't know my limits and i lose control sometimes and i wake up feeling like an ass the next day and think about it too much for far too long and so i think i'm going to stop drinking, or at the very least severly cut back and also stop smoking again because this once in a while ( Read more... )

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so i drunk dialed the boy from the bar, the one that has a band. i told him i'd like to get to know him better... and he said one of us should call the other today. i said he should call me if he were interested and if not that's ok too, because i felt i'd called him too much in the last day ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm in a good place right now, emotionally, mentally and for the most part physically. i will tell you though that i hate the whole dating game. it sucks and i suck at it. i've started to meet guys and that's nice, but i have no idea after that. what to say, what to do etc etc. or even if i care. i met a boy two weeks ago who had ( Read more... )

does anyone know what song i am talking about when i say

"see that light that's where i live, or should i say where i used to live since i met you" i'm sure i have that totally wrong but i loved that song and it was on a mix a few years ago i don't know from who, i think it's the get up kids but i really have no idea.

please help.

i met this guy who thinks i'm attractive because i act a fool ( Read more... )

oh what a strange life it is. so matt called me last night. i'm sure he won't call back for another month or two as that is his way when he says he'll call me the next day. and even after all this time and all the distaste i have grown in and around my heart for him, my heart still picks up it's pace when i hear his voice ( Read more... )

i will be productive today, see yesterdays list.

today i will be productive.

already i've gotten up before 10 and played volleyball at the church for four hours... not constantly mind you it was a tournament.

now i need to...
- balance my checkbook
- plan for next week for the most part ( Read more... )