I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that my life, for what it is, is going to be very difficult in the long-term. I'm a shift supervisor at Starbucks and over the last few months have realized that I'm just not very good at ... 'supervising.' Moreso lately due I think in part to a lot of outside (as well as at work) stress but it just doesn' ( Read more... )

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Not that anyone is really wondering I'm sure but... cell phone dropped in the toilet.  Doesn't work.  Internet has been disconnected (so um... doesn't work either).  I'm pretty much............ disconnected from the world!  aye aye.

We have created a place, her and I. A place where we can write to each other, post pictures, respond in kind, leave notes and plan for the future together and it is growing. I like that ( Read more... )

I haven't written much about her. About us. But today is one of those days. I've opened up all of the windows in the house, opened the front door, the place is a mess because I'm packing but I want to let the world in. I'm playing some music and cleaning up, putting things in boxes, thinking about her, thinking about our future together ( Read more... )

Another lonely day. Missing her. I want so much to be close to her. To be there in Chicago where our lives can learn the art of compromise and of proximity and compassion and time and lust and love and we can go on dates or walk the streets at night, hand in hand, kissing at intersections, talking about life ( Read more... )

OMG.

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But sometimes I miss her so much it hurts (crippling)... and I don't know what to do.

[update] I called her. We are equally obsessive and equally intense. God I love this girl.

Carey. This is for you.

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It's like jelly baby ;)

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