I've been to a few weddings that were little more than an excuse to throw a party. I've been to weddings where it was obvious to me that the couple in question should not be getting married. I've been to weddings where I knew that the people getting married were both just desperate to fall in love with someone, try to make the magic happen, and ( Read more... )

my facebook status is "must keep moving or stagnate, like water."

this is the one year anniversary of us living in this house, and we've decided to stay another.

file under whitman/contradictions/large/multitudes.

@nath_on_fire

i swear to god i'm not going to be one of those people who posts every stupid mundane motherfuckin' thing they do. just the funny one-liners. that's the goal. hell, i haven't put anything up yet because i don't want to lower my standards.

i'm really learning how much of a nomad i am, just how much i have to keep on moving, else things get routine and stale and i start to lose my interest in them and start to hold them in contempt. if i stay somewhere too long, i don't appreciate it anymore, i just start to hate it.

once i have some other things sorted out, extensive travel is ( Read more... )

i'm getting the feeling that it's time to move the fuck on again. leave this place.

i weighed in yesterday at 199.2 pounds. this is the first time since i was recently out of the hopsital-- so in other words the first time healthy since i was 14-- that i clocked in under 200.

for comparison, when i moved out of austin after living with greatsatan at the end of '07, i checked in at 242.0.

I decided, after putting it off forever because I wanted to finish the major cleaning / overhaul of my room and possessions, to get my second meal of the day ( Read more... )

1. Isaac Hayes - Theme from Shaft (4:37 ( Read more... )

i just noticed that i frequently don't reach out to people, even people i know, because i can be shy; i generally assume people don't want to be bothered by me. i go through cycles of it, but i notice the more and more i do, the more i say what i think or feel, the more fun i have, the more fun they have, and most people appreciate even a moment ( Read more... )

i think one of the most important things to learn in life is how to be motivated by internal stimuli, not external ones.