I don't seem to know anything anymore. I'm as helpless as a stuck pig, as my Grandma says. Her and I are two peas in a pod I guess, we both have NO idea what we are supposed to be doing. I'm so lost and confused right now, I just feel like running away, but to where, who knows? I never seem to make the right decisions, someone is always upset ( Read more... )

So I got this out of Mike's journal and he answered it for me, so I thought i'd pass it along. Anyone who gives me their name, I will have to answer these questions for them. Come on, it's fun ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I guess I like to change my LJ pic a lot. This is one of my NEW favorites of ROger and I, with him sweeping me off my feet! ;) I MIGHT be seeing him this weekend!!! Some of his friends are planning on visiting Houghton and want to catch up with Josh and Emily and if Roger's around, him and me. So he MIGHT get down here if he can make it ( Read more... )

Well, so the interview went pretty well! I am happy with the results and I feel at peace about it, whether I end up with the job or not. RIT is only about 15 minutes away and it's real easy to get to. I found the library without too much trouble and then was directed to Morna's office. I met her and two other ladies. All seemed nice, ( Read more... )

to be NORMAL?! Augh, or to know what you are good at, to have SOME confidence in who you are. To even KNOW who you are! I know most people can say they struggle with these things, but it seems most people handle these issues better than I do. Many people may ACT like they have confidence and yet they don't, but they still go out and do things ( Read more... )

just a brief update I swear! Things are going pretty well. Wanted to let ya'll know the interview today at 4, over the phone, went VERY well! :) She called at 4 and there was a slight awkwardness when she was pretty quiet at first and I got the impression she wanted me to begin talking. So I quickly and nervously babbled about how I really ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who posted some awesome tips and suggestions about surviving the interviewing process! :) I will use it for sure. It looks like I will be after all! The lady from the library emailed me back this weekend and said she's intruiged and very interested in me and my qualiifications and specific position (maybe she meant that I take ( Read more... )

Well, the job search is neverending it seems. And neither is my job here, that is, neverending! :X Who knows how long i'll be here, i'm just goin to keep it as simply put: i'll be here indefinitely. Probably pretty much, until I get married! Augh, that could be like...TWO years away! That's just awful. I don't want to be here that long. Well ( Read more... )

What a beautiful day! I was glad for that, cuz it was a crappy day otherwise...blah. Threw myself a pity party cuz it's supposed to be a GORGEOUS weekend weather wise and i've got NOTHING To do! :( Nobody to share it with, whether Roger or friends. So I was dreading feeling cooped up here all day, when I'd rather be out walking, or fishing, or ( Read more... )

Might as well update I guess. Kind of restless tonight. Matt's not here and I realize that I miss having him around! I like no longer being alone, even if he's always in his room on his computer. I finally got to see his trip pics the other night and it was neat seeing them. He took some awesome pics of the African scenery, and it seems he had ( Read more... )