It's been quite a journey since I broke my leg and ankle this past August. I could hardly believe I've seen three seasons since it has happened and it has been almost 6 months! Just one more day, God-willing, that I can finally start to be weight -bearing on my ankle and leg ( Read more... )

It's been a while, and it seems to be a common trend with me and journals. Initially, I was going to negatively rant about my situation but to think of it, I feel pretty solid amongst the impermanence before me. I am setting my sights on the future rather than dwelling in the present. I realized dwelling on the negative things or things you deem as ( Read more... )

So I am contemplating changing a career I have been shying away from for years now: teaching. Everytime I try hard to go as far away as possible from it, it seems as if it's my shadow, following my every step. It's been 5 months now that I am unemployed and I feel deserted of friends, moral, emotional support and of course financial resources. I'm ( Read more... )

A rose is a unique flower. Full of beauty, tantalizing colors and smells, yet it always carries a stem of thorns that stab the least opportune person. Why is pain always inherent in things of beauty, whether they be physical or metaphysical or both ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't be making excuses for him, but perhaps he is catching up on sleep as my best friend mentioned...maybe im not being fair to him. but how can I when he's not PHYSICALLY here?? how can i ever really know what's going on? He often blames me when i start losing faith in our relationship that I don't "communicate" to him my feelings of ( Read more... )

ive been going through these emotional bouts for about a week now. Perhaps it's due to my oncoming period or perhaps it's a buildup of all the fucking shit (please exuse my language) that i've been going through with Kengo. ::sigh:: I always tell myself, patience Dimple, endure a little more. But for what?? we are not married...nor do I think I ( Read more... )

ive been going through these emotional bouts for about a week now. Perhaps it's due to my oncoming period or perhaps it's a buildup of all the fucking shit (please exuse my language) that i've been going through with Kengo. ::sigh:: I always tell myself, patience Dimple, endure a little more. But for what?? we are not married...nor do I think I ( Read more... )

I miss a lot of people that used to be an integral part of my life. Although, in reality I've faltered in my relationships with them, not in an offensive way, but rather in perhaps, a dismissive way. And it's not by choice that I neglected them but because life always takes you on another path that your schedules never seem to meet up, or you're so ( Read more... )

Soft stolen kisses, yearning and feverishly hungry eyes piercing me with its intensity, till I feel dizzy and I start drifting. Gazing at me from a distance, as if in a trance, and he stealthily disappears and reappears behind me. He softly caresses me from behind with such tenderness similar to as if we was caressing a fragile, delicate flower. I ( Read more... )

alli have to say is WOW. what the hell am i doing back? since ive been back ive just tasted the qualities of humanities that can make anyone nauseous like hate, envy, drama, childishness, anger and insecurity. Too many things have happened and I realized that things around me never change, even though i have changed so much. by stooping to the ( Read more... )